Oh yeah...

it sucks that Obama won. I have this feeling that he can't satisfy everyone... I don't know what gives me THAT feeling. I am worried, but my faith was never in any president anyway. My faith is in God. Unfortunately, I think that I will always be discriminated against... but my chance for scholarships is better, I hope, since I will be married to a man in the Army. I really don't think things are going to change in a good way though, so who knows. It's just so pathetic that some people can complain and get things on the ballots, but I have no right. No one is equal though.

Well...

I know I haven't been keeping up on this. I plan on making a new blog soon. I haven't been too busy or stressed, so I'd like to think. I'm trying to take care of all of my medical needs before next Saturday because I will be off insurance without any money. This Saturday I am going to taste and choose some food that a friend of a friend has offered to make for the price of the food. It'll give us a variety of hor's de vours for the reception, and make it a little easier on my mom... even though I plan on helping if we ever get to making the food ahead of time. I am tired right now, at this very moment. I don't know why... I think it's the weather. It's actually pretty nice outside. It would have been a great day for a walk. Any day now I am expecting to get the engagement pictures. They'll be important to have and keep people busy at the reception while the bridal party is taking pictures at Quail Lakes. Only 9 days, it's been slow and fast. We are ready though... we as in everyone. Mom's and dad's, me and Ryan... everyone. And I am super excited to be going to Disneyland. I've been wanting to go for sooooo long. And I will be willing to go anytime if anyone else wants to go. I am always open for Disneyland.

Voting

I just pray that it's in God's hands. People don't know what this country needs, they only know what they want it to need. Whoever is elected cannot satisfy everyone. As much as I hope for certain candidates to be elected, I don't know. The media is mostly one sided. I am not saying that's a bad thing because I wouldn't be disappointed this time if they've created a false hope. I'm not into politics, but I will stand for what's right... and I know what is through the bible.