Lazy...

That's the life since I've been home. It's nice and comfy though... and I do things, slowly. I went to yard sales with my dad this morning and last week. I plan on going to the farmer's market, and more yard sales, throughout the summer. I'm leaving with my parents to go to Oregon in a week. That will be fun, and then I'll fly back for online classes. Someday I will look at my pictures and organize them and post a few on here... someday. Hehehe. I do plan on going boating and swimming a few times and camping... and working out, which I need to do now.

I'm done!!!

We'll see how my grades are in a few weeks, but I think I'll have an A and the rest B's. That's great for taking 5 classes!!! My classes this semester were way better than last semester. The roommate thing, as mentioned so many times before, was worse... but tonight is my last night ever with them! I actually slept last night too, and I feel great! It's wonderful!

Tired...

For the past couple of weeks I have been tired and stressed. I had my written finals last week, and my final projects are due this week. I've printed over 20 images, which is a lot considering it takes about 15-20 minutes to print each image. I've spent hours and hours in the printing labs. It takes longer, too, because there are only 6 printers and I can only print one at a time, and have to wait however long if there are no free printers. I did finish printing today, so I don't have to go to the lab at 8 tomorrow. It's nice. I just have to finish up some Photoshop editing explanations and then I am done. I've been taking pictures and editing them and printing them... I haven't been able to fall asleep at decent times, although I've tried and just lay in bed staring at nothing. It's been that way just about every night, and I know everyone has experienced that before. I have also been living on protein shakes and cereal. Well, a friend bought me some food yesterday and I ate out today with Ryan. Anyway, tomorrow is my last day of classes. Thursday Ryan and I might go to a movie and I will pack, and Friday at noon I check out. Ryan and I are coming back Saturday for one of his teacher's shows. Then on Wednesday we are coming back for the Spring show. We'll be staying at his sister's, where he has be living this semester. We'll be coming home the day after and then he's coming back up with his family to take them to the show. He has at least 2 pieces in it, edited down from around 70 submitted images from students to around 30. That's amazing! Anyway, I'll eventually post some pictures... when I am not so tired and when I have time. I can try Thursday, or Friday morning... considering I will have to take breaks from packing.

Okay, okay...

So, really, I have just been overly dramatic. It's when I'm feeling my "lowest" that I come on and write things... when I am just in a bad mood. Things aren't overly bad, they just aren't necessarily good. I just wish they were better... but that's not going to happen as long as I live in san Francisco and I am miles away from everyone I know and love. I mean, I have friends in class... but I don't hang out with anyone. I'm fine with that because at least I talk to them. I just wish I had my friends from home to hang out with... Jeni, Alex, Keith... that group, the one that actually does get together and hang out. I miss them. I am looking forward to coming home and living in a comfortable place for the summer. I don't have a problem with Fresno. It's near the mountains, near lakes, not that far from the ocean. The only thing bad is the weather/temperature and the pollution, but there is really a lot to do there. I need to go out this weekend and take pictures so I can print them next week. I won't be able to do it finals week because everyone will be last minute printing and I'll never get a chance to use a printer. What I take and turn in will be final. It's been difficult. I am not an expert printer, I am taking a printing class next semester. That is 15 weeks of learning how to print, and you didn't know it was so complicated, huh? That's not all, though, because the semester I will be taking and advanced printing class.... 15 more weeks. So, that's 30 weeks of learning how to print a good picture. Anyway, I am not going to waste paper. If the print isn't that great, my teachers will have to deal with it because it's $15 for 50 sheets... expensive. Photography is expensive. It's almost like going to school to be a doctor, but not making the money to pay for the entire time of being in school a year after graduating. That's exaggerating, but you get the point, right? Anyway, it's the second day of May. It's just May, and that means this month I will be going home for the summer, what a blessing. I am definitely the family type, loving, caring girl. I need my family.