Okay, okay...

So, really, I have just been overly dramatic. It's when I'm feeling my "lowest" that I come on and write things... when I am just in a bad mood. Things aren't overly bad, they just aren't necessarily good. I just wish they were better... but that's not going to happen as long as I live in san Francisco and I am miles away from everyone I know and love. I mean, I have friends in class... but I don't hang out with anyone. I'm fine with that because at least I talk to them. I just wish I had my friends from home to hang out with... Jeni, Alex, Keith... that group, the one that actually does get together and hang out. I miss them. I am looking forward to coming home and living in a comfortable place for the summer. I don't have a problem with Fresno. It's near the mountains, near lakes, not that far from the ocean. The only thing bad is the weather/temperature and the pollution, but there is really a lot to do there. I need to go out this weekend and take pictures so I can print them next week. I won't be able to do it finals week because everyone will be last minute printing and I'll never get a chance to use a printer. What I take and turn in will be final. It's been difficult. I am not an expert printer, I am taking a printing class next semester. That is 15 weeks of learning how to print, and you didn't know it was so complicated, huh? That's not all, though, because the semester I will be taking and advanced printing class.... 15 more weeks. So, that's 30 weeks of learning how to print a good picture. Anyway, I am not going to waste paper. If the print isn't that great, my teachers will have to deal with it because it's $15 for 50 sheets... expensive. Photography is expensive. It's almost like going to school to be a doctor, but not making the money to pay for the entire time of being in school a year after graduating. That's exaggerating, but you get the point, right? Anyway, it's the second day of May. It's just May, and that means this month I will be going home for the summer, what a blessing. I am definitely the family type, loving, caring girl. I need my family.