Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Almost done!
After tomorrow, I will really be pushing to finish redo assignments and extra credit assignments because they are due next week. I still have a lot of pictures to take for projects, so I will be "busy" taking them......... last minute, of course. I'll get them done, and I could care less if my teachers don't like them. I have given my proposals for the projects in the way I want to go about them, and if they don't like the idea then they can take their own pictures. I photograph what I like and what makes me happy. I would like a break from taking pictures though. I think SF and AAU have somewhat ruined my excitement for photography. I understand why people in this city go crazy. Each step I take I hate it more... the city. I am tired of walking everywhere, I am tired of the stupid wind and the cold, I am tired of my living situation, I am tired of the smells, I am tired of the people and the drivers, I am tired of not being comfortable, and so on. Yeah, I get to come home for the summer and I am more than excited... but I'll have to come back to SF... for 5 more semesters, hopefully not more. Sometimes I wonder if I should just get another AA in Photography, and go to culinary school... or if I should just start going half-time and getting a job, or maybe just taking a semester off and getting a job. I've worked so hard to get here and I really want my BFA, but I am tired. I have been in college for 4 years now, and my reward is debt. Well, I should stop writing now. I guess it's all the same, everything I write.
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I write more (and better) when I'm having a bad day. If I only wrote on those days you'd think that I was an angst-ridden, unhappy person! I understand where you're coming from. College is hard. I was so happy when it was over. But only 5 more semesters left! It seems like forever, but it too will pass. I look back on my life and can't believe how long I've been out of school. And both high school and college felt like forever. Keep going forward, don't quit, and it will end. Then you can do what you want!
I can't wait!
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